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Every night in my dreams, I see you I feel you

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Find yourself

If she is ready to go out with me, I will be pleased. If I could only get my mom to care just for one day, I would be okay. I merely want one hug from my dad to reveal that he loves me then I won’t cry so much. I just want one this year, if I could do that I would have the determination to do preponderant. If I could tribunal ten more pounds that could get me on the soccer team, then I’ll be satisfied. If I only had one friend that was genuine to me, I could relax at night. If somebody would remark me at school then maybe I’ll believe I matter. If I could be a little bit more like my brother, then I could be successful. If I replace my clothing style, maybe people will want to get to know the real me. 

These are the excerpts of our youth, some lead to self-destruction or depression; maybe with this perspective our youth can grow. A yoke to a person or feeling can direct and convince our minds of almost everything. Having one more thing in life would have resulted in better life, but when that wish is awarded, we have already moved on to another key to happiness. We depend on our relatives, friends, teachers, coaches and so on, and the majority of us have been let down. There had been those persons that have let us down when we necessitated to be picked up more at that second than any other. We have committed persons in our lives with our emotions, and they have sometimes made little holes that cannot be filled. Humor is not found in these situations or people, and if it is, it does not start there. Faith and laughter start in a place much closer but are so often neglected. 

We don’t need institutions and high-rises to be okay; we don’t need to depend on the world or society to give us our necessities. We don’t need a pat on the back for excellent deeds, and we don’t need base our actions on the majority around us. When it comes down to it, the destitute fact is that the family, buddies, and all the others around will not help you be okay with yourself or sleep any better at night. Everyone hopes to find our soul mate or somebody that we can give yourself mentally and physically to and grow old with, no matter if you’ve been vivacious, straight, sad, or not even looking, we all crave that true love at some point. But instead of honor, success, happiness, or love, truth is the fastest road to prosperity. Instead of looking for someone else, look inside. Instead of shouting something out all the time, be alone inside steadily in thought; that is where we can find truth. The intelligence of one’s self and one’s goal is better recognized alone while in tune with intelligent thought than at the whim of one’s voice. 

Everyone has choices and paths to explore, many of which branch off into millions of different judgments and outcomes. Sometimes we wish we didn’t even have a choice, and then life would be a little easier, but as a race we all have the privilege of freedom. I am not unambitious or critical by the burden of choice but rather blessed that I have things from which to choose. Rather of disheartening about what he or she said, or what occurred on Friday, or what your mom said to you that brought you to cry yourself to sleep that night; either your boyfriend broke your heart, whether your grandpa burned on your granny, whether your family is a mess, or whatever it may be; we could all do better to learn about individually. Then we may be able to assume what we want and need in others. 

Identify your target, set goals and walk the track that will take you there. Then find the personalities that will help you to get down that path and that you can’t live without in your life. When you are okay with yourself no matter the conditions and find the honor in your determination, nothing can stop you from fulfilling lifelong comfort. If we could somehow do that, that one more thing to make us okay will be the last thought that inscribes our heads thanks to the value of a person.

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Do you need a mask

Every human has a moment in life where you can wear a mask and do things you like. But, It is you who have to think do i need a mask or not

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Beauty of eyes

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Life

Encircle yourself with people whom you want to be. Characters around you reflect who you are and what you want to be energies are contagious.

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Only in my memory

Only In My Memory 

Sweetness of love can be only tasted when the sweet memories are recalled. Everyone needs love in each and every stage of their life. It starts with the mother, who shares her blood and gives a chance to see the world and its beauty. As a baby when you first call mom and dad there is happiness in your parents' eyes, which is evident that, there is nothing beyond in the world that is called happiness. As days pass, all these are only in their memories.

There are days when you open your book titled 'Life,' you see the good and bad memories. There are many past times which are not captured through pictures; they are only in your memories shining like a new penny; it means the beauty of life is not always saved in 100GB hard disk. It's always in your memories, that which is triggered to visualization in your dreams by the pumping heart.

Whenever I listen to "every night in my dreams, I see you i feel you" it open the album of all the sweet memories. Memories are not created by single and lonely soul. It’s always the fusion of love and hate shared by many people. Its true as the pain, that no one is permanent in this world, when people leave this world, it’s always the goodness shared to other make them more prominently remembered. "That is how people will know you."

Nothing fades in life; none of the new memories will erase the old one. Today when I close my eyes there are so many beautiful memories; that mean, you have witnessed the state of life where your heart only beat for those memories. As time passes, I have gained the new memories which say open your heart let me stay in your memory for a lifetime. Every human's heart is an ocean of secret, with the pearls of happiness that are shared with only few souls. Those souls are called as family. 

There is always a clock which says I have moved on and it’s time for you to move, it doesn't mean that you should trash your old time; it means treasure your memories and use them as your strength to make the present a remarkable memory. Use your past as strength and present as your path to nest the memories, which will last till the end of your life. It’s always nice to enjoy your memories only in your memories.

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A feeling of Greatness

A feeling of Greatness 

The paramount emotion in the world comes not from acquiring offerings. Relatively, it twitches when you hand a cup of hot coffee to that aged man deskbound on the side of the street pleading for money. You feel it after you drive an hour and a half to the hospital to meet children suffering from cancer, and you sense it when you sit down with your friend to comfort him or her when they have lost an exceptional one. Aiding others can be the most gratifying sentiment in the memory.

My friend convinced me to join a group, where people from a different framework come for one purpose that is to give their best possible service. After helping an old man who could not walk, made me think what is greatest feeling? After he saying, “Wish, I had a son like you” in front of his son. 

I was in sanatorium one day; to visit my neighbour suffering by a heart problem, in three days of my visit made me think a lot, why parents love their kids? There was an old man sleeping next to my neighbour’s bed, and no one visited him, he was just stirring his old days to finish fast. One day a kid visit him with some fruits calling him grand paa. I was totally shocked, knowing that his son and daughter in law are waiting for the kid in the car park. At that moment, I had a lot of question in my mind, why they did not visit him? Does he not deserve to be cared and loved? I did not get an answer to my question. But my heart said forgiveness is the biggest gift you can give to other when they truly in need of it. Every soul needs to be cared and loved, so it is perpetually good to share love and absolution.

Auckland is a city where you can find splendid talents in streets exhibiting their art. Most of the time when I walked on Queen Street I saw an old couple playing musical instrument. The music was pleasant, and though it’s the same music I listen when I pass them daily, it always makes me stand for a moment and listen to it. The reason behind their effort to please people’s heart is only to get few coins so they can push their days with some food and clothes to save themselves from winter. Helping then with all the possible ways gives you a feeling, a sentiment of immensity.

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Importance of Life

Importance of Life

A touch will always drive a person. If an individual is good, it might be objectives, adoration, a need to look after, or a need to feel acknowledged. For others with an obscurer personality, it could be abhorrence, revenge or neediness. No matter what type of individual, there’s something significant to every Tom, Dick, and Harry.

I’m no concession even though for a while I believed nothing was significant to me. To say I was a problematic child would be situating it a little - I was the offspring of hell incarnate, the devil’s apprentice in size 5 shoes. I only am concerned about two things: me and my small need I wanted. I was a complete brat. 

But one day at the age of 15, I instigated to think more like an ethical adult. Ultimately my thoughts revolved to speculating “Why am I here? Is there a motive?” I was preoccupied by these questions and they even kept me up some nights, leaving me tired the next day (until my 20 bowls of sugared coffee flowed in).

Finally, after doubting about a million questions, I found an answer - a modest answer, but one that pleased me. I was here to live, to see as much as I could, and to do as much as I could. You only live once, so to do what you can to the best of your ability and just live was enough for me. If I were to leave this earth now, I would hate it with all my being. The only thing that matters to me, the only thing I care about, is to live!

I don’t care how or why I decided this was the most significant factor, or even if it makes any sense, but I feel that at the age of 24, I have previously experienced as many hardships as some adults. I feel the more experiences I gain, the more significant my goal seems to be. What is important to me is to see how my life will end, and to give it one heck of a back story.

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